I deserve spectacular

I know when a man is interested, they follow up, they pursue, they do the nice things. I know that feeling. When it eases up, I know I get nervous. I know I deserve and will find that right perfect match. No anxiety, no worries, no wondering if he'll call or communicate. Comfort in trusting them from the very beginning.

I deserve a partner for all times, to grow with, to explore with, to want a life fulfilled. A christian man who can support me and I can trust to be there. Someone mature with wisdom in how to treat a woman and offer her comfort and truly support her in lifes challenging days. They know to listen, not fix. The probe with questions, they seek to understand. They offer a hug, a compliment and a shoulder of comfort. They are strong when I am weak. They know what I need before I do, I don't need to ask.

He will be a man of character, respected, sincere with all people. He will support, offer praise. He's more emotionally stable then I am. He will broaden my horizons teach me new ways of being and surviving. He will ADD something other than worry and anxiety. He will teach me to be me at all times and will bring out the best in me. He is my lover and friend through all times. He doesn't have a past that haunts him, but a quest for a joyous future. He closes doors on relationships past and looks boldly ahead at great futures. He isn't afraid to give up. He is knows what he wants and goes after it.

He saves money instead of spending on toys for short-term satisfactions. Pleasure comes in serving others not in joy rides and expensive gifts for self. Fast cars and motorcycles are child's play. A man who enjoys being with people and knows who he is.

He's confident in his world, doesn't need constant ego stroking or gestures of kindness. He is solid in his faith, his foundation and knowing he's just as magnificent as I am. He knows his amazing pleasures that don't take risks, but rather fulfill dreams. Adrenaline is not the rush and drug, but risk-taking to the minimum. Comfort and peace is found in normal lives of work and play and family. Not unusual taking half a year off to travel and work half year. There is no savings and solidarity to that.

Lord I know he's out there. As I get ready, please prepare him too. In your name please send the right one, soon so I can see his face and know you hear me too.