Put it out in prayer

The hardest part of preparing to find your husband is looking back at the past, some closer in the rear view mirror than you'd like, but you must get rid of the old to make room for the new. Broke up with a great guy two months ago (after his ex, who he loved stepped back in), we spoke tonight about the magic we shared and how we still had hope for he and I. Its hard to put an "end" to this one. I know my husband is here and around the corner is it him, if it his not him, as the turn of events would make one believe, then I need to move on. I have peace in that. Right now, my gut says I must. Moving on to move forward.

Knowing what a great match he was -- I can only imagine how spectacular the next one is. Lord, I pray please send me my husband and make it obvious! I know the course of life is in your hands. Sending me a man who doesn't even believe in you has got to be a sign that he isn't the one despite all the other signs. In a few months will it feel like he is? Who knows, my gut today says no--as he's still chasing someone else. Perhaps when that is lifted things may change. Still even now I can't move on. Lord, prepare me for my husband and thank you for preparing my husband as well. I know when this happens, it will be incredible and I can not wait for the magical moments and years ahead! Praise God!